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Need some major change in my appearance before I turn older. Drastic change sounds a little too serious. How should I start? Is it possible to look pretty effortlessly as in without HEAVY make-ups?

Tomorrow is Monday! The traffic will be insanely crazy which I certainly don’t like it -.- public transport need to improve tremendously (please learn from Singapore) to overcome all these traffic congestion issues. Some people are really demotivated to go to work due to traffic issues. Even when they go to work they will be thinking what time they should leave to avoid traffic jams.

first step: reduce weight. Cannot order Botak or go to one u makan (ahh I miss pasta zanmai Fts lol) unless there’s special occasion during weekdays. Lol. Let’s see. Hahah

Appreciate what people done for you. Appreciate. Utterly disappointed by how people don’t appreciate good intentions.

Knitted top from Cotton On. Original price was RM100+. Bought it at RM5 only. #win. seriously who will buy it for the original price. Insane. Siao. Haha. A new skirt from Mango. Happiness. Been searching for the right skirt for quite some time! Yay. But it better don’t have discounts so soon. Lol

Love the traffic during first and second days of Chinese New Year. How I wish traffic remains that smooth, then I will be happily driving to work and I will not curse other drivers during my journey. :X Home ministry wants to push traffic offenders to be jailed? Seriously?

I should really consider to wear contact lens already right? People always judge those with specs right?

Did I mentioned I bumped into my long-time-no-meet and supposedly used to be BFFs?

“You don’t give up on the people you love.” xoxo

How I wish there’s 48 hours a day.

Hello. It’s me again.

I think artists can smile really nice with their mouth open but when I tried hmm well obviously #fail haha

Sometimes things happen for a reason and sometimes you don’t need to ask why because when things happen, it happens.

Glad that my new colleagues are nice. The people there are nice. Before lunch time three of them actually ST (Sametime- instant messaging application) me whether want to go lunch with them or not. Feeling blessed. Now still in honeymoon but I can foresee myself being really busy during closing period.

Q: What is the most powerless fish?
A: Ikano Power
Hahahaha

Do you appreciate people around you? How do you talk to them? Or do you even talk to them? Do you take them for granted?

XOXO

And so 2011 has been a great year

No doubt that I miss college life where what I need to do was just concentrating in classes, coming out with great assignments and scoring flying colors in exams.

Completed my internship in Big Blue. I had great mentor aka my supervisor who guided me along through my learning journey in the team. When just started internship I was quite depressed as I thought I was really underperforming all the time. Challenges were there. Managed to overcome it and I think I did well Collaborating with her and the team is a great experience because of the process what we have achieved! I’m grateful because I insisted to intern in that company.

Thank you.

Internship done = completed degree

Can’t believe that I’m turning 22 soon. Chia Yee, you will go first. Lol. It feels like I just celebrated my 21st birthday yesterday. Although there was no fancy birthday party for my 21st, I was happy enough as I had a wonderful meal at Windmill, cake with friends and family. One year older, one year wiser. I did achieved my 2011 new year resolution. Well, as a student what new year resolution you will have- of course to achieve First Class/ higher CGPA- quoted by Hooi Phing (chio aunty with great fashion sense and wears Ferragamo). Hmm, what would be my new year resolution as a working adult? Working adult? The word that I have to use now?! Oh no

Not sure how well will I fit in my new job and how it will go with new colleagues but I will still do my best. Hope it would be my career, instead of a job. Like when I first started internship I did felt depressed but as time goes by it will become better I guess. Be positive, girl.

Hmm. I think I wrote a lot judging from how much I typed in my phone. Apple is awesome, will definitely buy Apple’s products in the future! *winks

Oh btw 10th episode of The Vampire Diaries is sweet! Damon and Elena kissed awwww! Gossip Girl is returning in 9 days! 49 Days (Korean drama) is nice too, make sure you prepare a box of tissue when you watch! Material Queen (very much like SATC) average only. Lol

I miss you.

XOXO

Honestly I really don’t like how beauty has been misconstrued by the world or should I say, that’s the reality.

to a certain extent that heavy makeups, slutty dress, showing off your body are only considered pretty, sexy, attractive, stunning or whatever you call it. Some they think they are not pretty and they started to say things like “luxury goods give me confidence”.

I forgot how old was I when I had this definition of beautiful- someone who is friendly,  knowledgeable, have great personality and good features. People’s perception of someone who is beautiful had changed. Natural is beautiful?  By natural you mean without makeups, contact lenses, mascaras and photoshop?

not whining, not complaining, just my thoughts

signing off
you are the apple of my eye

hello all twilight’s fans, please watch The Vampire Diaries.

love writing so I will still blog. oh, to earn some side income too- just so u know my allowance is never enough. need to get Finance textbook out and revise how should I budget and plan. hmm

now I’m driving mum’s car to work. the radio doesn’t work which is why I always have some serious thoughts running in my mind while I drive but I will still reach my destination. what do you call that in Psychology?

two sentence and I mentioned about two subjects. God knows I love studying. Anyone would like to sponsor me for Master’s Degree? Would definitely major in Finance. Yes. You heard me. Someone who’s so afraid of calculation subjects wants to major in Finance.

I miss friends who miss me. I don’t know whether this particular friend misses me or even remembers me. I still remember how close we were back then; I still remember how crazy we were back then; I still remember how much fun we had back then… Hello, Lisa. How are you?

oh btw my hair is super short again! went for loreal’s charity hair cut drive! the hairstylist thought I recently did rebonding because my hair is smooth and straight. hahaha. all thanks to Asience. I asked about my hair condition because I seriously thought my hair is seriously damaged after I colored my hair. Hairstylist said hair condition is very good and very smooth awwwww but I have splitting ends which explain pretty well about my short hair ;(

Happy holidays. get a good rest, folks. xoxo

I’m scared. What should I do? What can I do?

Hola! I believe there will be no Monday blues tomorrow for those who are working because tomorrow is a public holiday!

Lately, I’m thinking what I’m going to do after I complete my internship. Where I am going? What I am going to do?

Is it too early for that?

Usually after coming back from work, my time is pretty occupied. No, not outings, not beers or starbucks. drama, drama and drama! from The Vampire Diaries (DAMON!! AWWW), Gossip Girl (Yes, GOSSIP GIRL MONDAY is here soon!), Forensic Heroes, Curse of the Royal Harem to Desperate Housewives!

and so she said- “Keep up the good work”  :)

 Hello, how are you?

When you found a guy that opens the door of the car for you (although not everytime. hee), appreciate. #random

Yesterday I went to SNHU website to check out about Master courses. One subject is around $1000! #random2

UGHHH doing assignment on Friday night, weekends is so not cool!!!! 30% Paper!

Although internship will end around end of December, I have a feeling that it is ending soon. Time really flies!

What I will do is- do my best, every single day.

Do more than you’re supposed to do and you can have or be or do anything you want. – Bill Sands

Dear diary,

I had a very bad week.

I just hope things will get better.

I know it will be.