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I admit I’m afraid of death. I couldn’t take the thoughts of people around me leaving me. I know there’s circle of life & all that crap. Since technology is much more advanced these days, we have robots with a female features in Japan who can talk/ understand humans, we have a country that thinks it can handle radioactive craps but WHY there is still no invention about living forever like what we used to see in those 80s Chinese TV series? If there is such invention, in this world of inequalities, it would be only accessible to those aristocrats aka those who have too much money and don’t even know how to spend. Movies tend to reflect our society. For example, Titanic- the poor ones are to be evacuated later because they are not in the first class cabins. In 2012, the rich ones get to enter the ship first as well. I might not express my fear or thoughts publicly but deep down, I hate knowing the fact that life is too fragile. I hate knowing the fact that life’s brief candle.

We only live once, don’t stop trying when you fail the first time. Don’t stop moving forward. Life doesn’t just stop there. Take chances. Be happy. Be proud. Be confident. Be grateful. Create and fulfil your dreams. Laugh happily. Stay safe. Stay healthy. Don’t forget to live your today’s because if you always think about tomorrow, tomorrows will never come.

So much so to calm myself.

Seriously this is one of the sweetest and most romantic movie I have seen recently. Screw the hunger games and all other movies. Maybe only titanic can beat The Vows. Maybe not. Lol.

Very, very sweet movie.

Can’t help but smile a lot because it is way too sweet! sweetness overdose!

So much of unconditional love even knowing that she might not remember their very moments that they shared before. So much of love!

Xoxo

I know I’m not pretty but I’m self-obsessed like that :p

Good Friday, quiet Friday turned out to be a busy Friday. Need a lot of rest and sleep. By saying a lot, I really mean a lot, a lot.

xoxo

“Imagine life as a game in which you are juggling some five balls in the air. You name them- work, family, health, friends and spirit and you are keeping all of these five in the air. You will soon understand that work is a rubber ball. If you drop it, it will bounce back. But the other four Balls- Family, Health, Friends and Spirit- are made of glass. If you drop one of these; they will be irrevocably scuffed, marked, nicked, damaged or even shattered. They will never be the same. You must understand that and strive for it.” – Bryan Dyson.

Good day, folks.

Sometimes we are always rushing like mad once we wake up in the morning daily. How often do we observe what is happening around us- the people, things and events? How often do we stop and reflect? How often do we think about situation we are in currently is exactly what we wanted to be? Is your plan working out like what you planned? If things go wrong, what will you do? Oh well, now I can relate it to my work- if something goes wrong/ result is not as forecasted= what we need to do is to come out with an action plan.

Yes, action plan might sound 2010 but it is something that will keep us moving forward instead of staying still and not doing anything. Moving forward we will definitely perform better. People have plans. Plan A, plan B, plan C. Before moving from plan A to B, have you tried your best? No? Try harder then. You can’t because you have tried your very best? How do you measure or define when you say you have tried your best?

Suddenly what my Korean manager told me came into my mind- he said graduates nowadays tend to give up easily. He said if one can persists, one can overcome all these bumpy and crappy roads, success is not far away as you will finally see a very beautiful scenery that you might not have a chance to see if you have given up in the first place. Quite philosophical right and he told me during my interview.

Some might think that this kind of thinking is certainly outdated, especially younger generation. Oh no, I just made myself sound old. Lol. Btw now I’m the youngest in the teAm but sooner or later younger people will come in! We can fight corruption, we can fight racism but we can’t fight aging! Eh we can right? Botox and all hahaha aiyooo age is just a number! Totally out of topic! -.-

My point here is, do your best. Achieve something first. Be it a small or simple or minor thing, achieve something. Then, you will find out what you are capable of achieving. Who knows you might be surprised at what you achieved if you hang in there. What doesn’t kill you make you STRONGER. And when you know what you are good at, do it man!

Can’t imagine I just wrote a long and wordy post using my phone. Neck aching. Sign of aging? Oh nooooo.

Till then. Signing off.

Hello.

I have this thing about people thinking what I’m doing now is very easy. well, can you define what is very easy? Easy as in 1 + 1 = 2? Or 1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + 5 up till 100 and you will get 5050?

And I have this thing about people being ignorant and selfish and self-centered

Oh well, life would be dull without all these interesting thoughts and words

Hello, I miss this space. I have so much to tell!

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Need some major change in my appearance before I turn older. Drastic change sounds a little too serious. How should I start? Is it possible to look pretty effortlessly as in without HEAVY make-ups?

Tomorrow is Monday! The traffic will be insanely crazy which I certainly don’t like it -.- public transport need to improve tremendously (please learn from Singapore) to overcome all these traffic congestion issues. Some people are really demotivated to go to work due to traffic issues. Even when they go to work they will be thinking what time they should leave to avoid traffic jams.

first step: reduce weight. Cannot order Botak or go to one u makan (ahh I miss pasta zanmai Fts lol) unless there’s special occasion during weekdays. Lol. Let’s see. Hahah

Appreciate what people done for you. Appreciate. Utterly disappointed by how people don’t appreciate good intentions.

Knitted top from Cotton On. Original price was RM100+. Bought it at RM5 only. #win. seriously who will buy it for the original price. Insane. Siao. Haha. A new skirt from Mango. Happiness. Been searching for the right skirt for quite some time! Yay. But it better don’t have discounts so soon. Lol

Love the traffic during first and second days of Chinese New Year. How I wish traffic remains that smooth, then I will be happily driving to work and I will not curse other drivers during my journey. :X Home ministry wants to push traffic offenders to be jailed? Seriously?

I should really consider to wear contact lens already right? People always judge those with specs right?

Did I mentioned I bumped into my long-time-no-meet and supposedly used to be BFFs?

“You don’t give up on the people you love.” xoxo

How I wish there’s 48 hours a day.

Hello. It’s me again.

I think artists can smile really nice with their mouth open but when I tried hmm well obviously #fail haha

Sometimes things happen for a reason and sometimes you don’t need to ask why because when things happen, it happens.

Glad that my new colleagues are nice. The people there are nice. Before lunch time three of them actually ST (Sametime- instant messaging application) me whether want to go lunch with them or not. Feeling blessed. :) Now still in honeymoon but I can foresee myself being really busy during closing period.

Q: What is the most powerless fish?
A: Ikano Power
Hahahaha

Do you appreciate people around you? How do you talk to them? Or do you even talk to them? Do you take them for granted?

XOXO